The Holiday’s Begin

{ November 28, 2010 @ 2:07 pm } · { Life }

Well, Thanksgiving has come and gone and despite a horrific sinus headache, I survived. This time last year was a dark time, yet it brought me into a new light. I never know how I’m going to feel about the holiday’s, I have so many mixed emotions from years past… There was the time in Colorado we were blizzarded (my new word)  in and I got my first puppy, Shadow. There were the times spent in Iowa, with family. There were the arguments and screaming and yelling all to play cool once we got to the Frangipane’s. I always have a certain expectation come a holiday and each year I’m faced with a different outcome. This year I saw my sister whom I haven’t seen or heard from in about a year. Awkward to say the least. I know my mom (Debbie) is working her tush off and is having to deal with the immanent passing of her biological mother. I always wonder what that day will be like for me. She’s (my biological mother) cared none the less for me for so many years, I wonder what I will feel like  or how I will deal with her passing. All in all I am so blessed with those I have around me and could not (minus the headache) ask for a perfect time. On to Christmas and the start of a new and awesome year!

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